For 20 year olds who are feeling crap

Fuck everything! Seriously I just want to swear at everything right now! Everyone goes through a moment in their lives (more than one actually - probably more in the tens or hundreds) where they just want to yell into the sky and scream and do everything but see tomorrow roll in... but at the same time you don't want to sleep till you feel a little better. Then when you finally do sleep you wake up the next day and you feel fine if not a little... disoriented... Then you think you are fine for a day or two but at some point those same emotions flow back in and suddenly you want to yell at everything again! FUCK! fuckingbollockscrappingfuckycrap! It feels best when you personally tell someone in person; the second best thing is to say it out loud to no one in particular; but the third best thing is to write it down like i am doing now and just let it all out. Whether it is in a diary or a blog like this one, the worst thing to do is keep it all inside. So that is what i am not doing. No matter who reads this, I just wanna say: "Fucking hell this is all bollocks and i hate everything. i have awesome friends and i love them all to pieces so of course i feel bad that i feel this way, but seriously fucking hell! If i could turn it off i would but... shit. Real life is a bitch and I am hoping that this feeling will pass. That's it for now... Talk to ya another day (hopefully when i am feeling a little brighter)